trayann37

So, I decided nine days ago “enough was enough”!  I have spent so much of my life always trying the quick fix and easy way out.  I wanted the results in nano seconds!!!  Who wants to wait a year to see results!  Well, I looked in the mirror last Monday and was so sad to see the person staring back at me.  So, I figured….I had always put great effort into making the wrong choices, why don’t I channel it into trying the right way for a change.  The hard way!  I made up my mind that day to put up or shut up!!!!  I can do this!  I know I have it in me to be the woman I want to be…No more excuses!  I think I have always thought that I would never get off my lazy butt and do something about the weight issue that has plagued me pretty much my whole life.  I am lazy; plain and simple!  I want the easiest and fastest way to anything…  In the past nine days alone; I have become so proud of myself and the importance I have placed upon this “lifestyle” change.  If I can spend so much energy doing the “wrong” thing; I know in my heart that I can make this change the “right” way once and for all…..  So, I haven’t had a soda, I haven’t eaten in between meals and I have walked the treadmill daily for as long as I can push myself…(not going over 60 minutes)..  Don’t get me wrong, I am not running marathons but I am slowly making progress!!!  I have never stuck with something that has to do with fitness for over a few days…. I am watching what goes into my mouth and I am eating smaller portions.  I want this so much!